For those who have become blind and deaf to the Messiah given to us in the flesh, moving out of our old ways and customs and preconceived notions is never immediate. We are healed in stages.
I say I want to be healed, I want to be well, I want to live in the love of Christ. But do I, really? His ways are not my ways, and to be healed means to allow myself to be lifted up into his ways, where I will be made well.